Panjridan rzisfer nislshi gaxveul shenobebs gavcqeri,titqos chum
fikrs miscemia kakaki,nisli sevdad igvreba chemi fanjris minaze...
Eh,ra usashvelod momenatre,sheni naxvis survilma isev ashala
fikrebi,mgoni dardmac saudamod amichia...ai,cam ufero sxivebi achuka
dedamicas,rogorc am fikrma chems tvalebs,umzeo dge bindma daasrula da gamem
daisakutra kvelaferi..caze mtvare gamefda,chems aivans misi nazi sxivebi
moxvda da landebit shemosa aremare. guli imedit mevseba,lamazi fikrebit
vrtav am chems martosul samkaros da tvalebze titkos ciuri nami ikavebs
adgils,rata morcxvad dafantos shengan nachukari alersi...mtvare zevidan
amakad damcqeris da mesaidumleobas micevs,titkos isic chemsavit trfialit
mtvralia..ertxans veferebi am tbil fikrebs,shenze fikrebs
ususuri,oboli,miusafari suli da cremlad nadeni bednierebit zlivs cota mshviddeba
guli..
Minda isev vxedavde shens qurdbacaca tvalebs,minda isev mesmodes
sheni sitkvebi:
-Esmakuna,shen chemi sulis dedofali xar,zlivs azri miveci chems
cxovrebas da arasodes dagkargav,vibroleb am sikvarulistvis da samudamod
chemtam ikbebi...xandaxan gamomajavrebdi: cxra mtas ikit gagaqaneb da ik sul
marto,sul marto chemi iknebio,me ki shens am miamitur sitkvebze bevrs
vicinodi...she egoisto shena,celqo,celqo! chemo patara sulelo!
Xandaxan sxvashi gagacocxleb xolmme,camit rom vigrzno shveba da
camis dasasrulsave vxvdebi ra amaoa es cda...oh,rogor minda tundac mxolod
ertxel chagxedo mag sevdian tvalebshi,chemi grznobebis unapiro
okeaneshi..mjera tundac ertxel nagrznobi bedniereba gaaxalisebs am cutisoflis
umokes gzaze mimavali martosulis cxovrebas,romlis koveli dge sevdit da
tkiviliani monatrebit ikneba nakvebi..
Muxtalia bediscera,xandaxan rasac mtelis mondomebit cdilob,mteli
gulit gsurs,samudamod sapirispirod sheatrialebs da umizezod mkacrad
dagsjis,mere ki dagtovebs am uimedo samkarohi umceo bavshvivit..
Carsuli tkbili sizmarivit gaqra da realobidan lamaz mogonebebhi
gadasaxlda,ase zalian shors da ase zalian axlos chemgan...titkos sul kaoshi
var,xandaxan es grznoba natluli gvinosavit damatrobs,gamatbobs da tan
usazgvro tkivils mchuknis,guls ki agar zaluzs amis moreva..xan mtvares
gavandob usitkvod chemi gulis nagvels,xan sastumals gavuziareb
gulisnadebs...radgan realobam ar mahuka sheni tavi maradiuli netarebis
sazieblad fikrshi mivukvebi xolme ocnebis sanapiros da ik gpoulob xolme,tumca
cota xnit,male qrebi,ase msji she sazagelo shena?!
Ici ra axloa chemtan gamis suntkva,isic chemsavit martosuli,xan
tbili,xan susxiania...cxovreba es caa,maszed mimofantuli varskvklavebi ki
sikvaruli..zogi varskvlavi zlier kashkashebs,zogi zlivs kiafobs da male
kreba..ertxelac erti patara varskvlavi gauchinarda,ikneb saertodac
gaqra..da titkos mas shemdeg sulic samudamod gakra chems sxeulshi..
Vici verasodes dagivickeb,albad rogori bedieri iqnebodi axla amas rom
gznobde,cutisoflis am ertma cutma ar ineba ertmanetisvis sheecko es ori
bgera..albad es iko chveni bediserac...
\"Roca daglili chems sastumals tavs shevafareb,
Roca sxeuli datanjuli misaxedia,
Goneba chemi mainc shenze fikrs shemafarebs
da sanetaro ocnebebshi ickebs xetials\"...
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